Disamperin aliran di Korea

Salah satu pengalaman yang gw dapatkan selama trip sebulan lamanya di Korea selama musim gugur ini adalah disamperin cult atau aliran tertentu. Jadi memang di Korea itu seperti jadi surga buat aliran-aliran agama baru tumbuh, mungkin udah pada pernah juga nonton dokumenter salah satu aliran gereja di Korea yang lumayan terkenal sesatnya. Gw gak tau kenapa pastinya banyak aliran-aliran baru atau aliran sesat muncul di Korea, ada beberapa hipotesis tapi ya masih hasil pemikiran gw aja. Dari jaman dulu sampe sekarang kayak masih gak berubah aja. Sebagai catatan, dulu salah satu aliran sesat sempat masuk ke lingkungan kampus tempat gw pertukaran pelajar di Korea. Di situ mereka emang nargetin mahasiswa asing. Modusnya adalah sebagai mahasiswa asing kita diajak volunteer, ada kelas bahasa, ada kunjungan ke panti jompo, dll. Nanti selama kegiatan itu kita akan pakai atribut tertentu, dan mengucapkan yel-yel terselubung yang dianggap bagian dari dokumentasi saja. Hasil dokumentasi berupa foto...
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confession

last friday, I was invited by a senior to the exhibition. just call her wawa. wawa has a motor, but we did not have 2 helmets. so we were looking into the security guard for a helmet. but no result. we also asked a friend who was around there if he has 2 helmets. but we couldn't find it.

we finally looking around park area to find a motor with 2 helmets that wasn't locked. apparently there. a motor with 2 helmets, a helmet just put on the motor seat. with encouragement from wawa, I borrowed the helmet.it  is true an encouragement because I was very hesitant at first.

I guess we'll just go for a while .. it turns out, from half 5 to half past 10 we had just returned to campus. see 2 exhibitions, with a long chat with a senior, also with wawa's friends.

I returned to campus with a guilty pressure. really feel sorry for the helmet's owner.i wonder if he really need it and he realized that his helmet wasn't there.
and that's it. i even forget which motor i borrowed a helmet from. I just remember the area and approximation where the motor is located. because i'm sure i won't remember it even i tried hard, finally I put the helmet on the bike again to the place where the bike seems to be '.

I feel very guilty.
it even affect my life. I fell because of rope, broke a standing mic in afternoon fancy, get the passing car's splash, stuck in a bad situation .. it's just like a reply to me. whether the owner of the helmet upset  and then swearing, or because of my deeds, i ..

really .. sorry
for the owner of the blue helmets. I intend to borrow. though I know I do not have your license. I just say 'may i borrow your helmet?' on your bike and a tree nearby, which also not be able to say it to you.

but I have returned the helmet, although in places that may be wrong. My mistake and lack of awareness. if I think harder that night, I should put your helmet in security post. i really forgot how and didn't realize it.

I know, if i make a mistake to humans, I must apologize to them. because I do not know who, and how to do, I just can apologize through here. if you didn't find the helmet, please. I want to change it so all this be good like what it should be. i'm really sorry. hopefully it really put on the helmet's owner's motor. or it has returned to the owner. aminnn

to the owner of a blue helmet. I apologize one more time. if you read this even though I know chances was just like 0.000001%, please tell me. if you've found the helmet, I'm sorry I borrowed it. if you didn't find it, I'm sorry,i'll take my responsibility.
but that's just can happened if the helmet's owner know about it. if he does not know, I was confused.

I just can admit. SORRY. hopefully everything is gonna be alright

this is under my control. my lack of awareness...
sorry. sorry. sorry..

sorry
i know 1000 times of sorry won't fix it. i hope i can returned it to you, really. 

how?
tell me
how?
i don't know.

yes, i am confused.


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