Bullet Train
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October...
for many reasons, I didn't want it to come! but time is something that I can't control, so it is eventually October already.
2021 feels like a bullet train that pasts really fast, while I feel that I don't move an inch inside of it.
Many things happened in 2021 but it didn't seem important, it was just like particles of dust that you see through the sunlight that comes through the window. It was a lot, but it never felt significant, cause we are eager to see what's outside the window. Spending day by day wondering whether the outside world will come back as it was.
I guess it is right what someone said,
"The speed of time is always different. I hope the good things feel like a long time, and sad things for a short time."
That is probably why 2021 feels so fast.
Sure a lot of good things happened, but the overall mood is just..yeah...ha..ha..ha
My heart suddenly feels heavy while writing this. ha.....
I think it's because I spent my days in 2021 with a lot of things, happy things, do stuff that I like and enjoy, but I kinda didn't want to look at my life from the bigger perspective cause I know it will sadden me. I was just busying myself with things I like but as people said, happy life does not equate to a meaningful life. 'Meaning' was kind of what pushed me, but I can't seem to have it these days cause I'm too busy to entertain myself to survive in this sad sad period of the world.
What's with this kind of sentimental writings, I'm not used to it. Haha.
Wishing for the better days
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