it's been 2 months here, in korea.
last 2 nights...i had a dream. in that dream, i already come back to indonesia, and it feels hurt...really. huuuuuuuft
i feel like something missing, feel like i'm not really enjoyed every minute of my life in korea. that will never be back again...in that dream, i feel disappointed of myself and to the situation that i already back home.
back to the routine life (even though i have a routine activities in here too), back to my college, back to that circumstance, back to the place where it'll be so hard to find korean people (of course haha), back to the place that it's really really difficult to find cute boys. well.....
in that dream i feel regret of not having that much enjoyable moments in korea, not appreciate my life here, and so on...it's really truly hurts...the regret feeling. and feeling that you don't know when will such a great things happen to you any more..:((
when i woke up..i feel sooooooooooooo sad..and i realize it's been 2 months here, it's like a half time...
i should enjoy my life better, enjoy everyone talking in korean,enjoy those cute faces, enjoy the cold weather, enjoy my dorm, enjoy my sharing bath room, enjoy my lecture, enjoy my study time, enjoy my project, enjoy my weekend, enjoy my free time, enjoy my meal at school cafetaria, enjoy the neighborhood, enjoy my hard time, enjoy every step, enjoy every food, enjoy every activities, enjoy the routine life here, enjoy morning routine where every girls wash their hair at sink, enjoy my yogurt, enjoy my exercise at dorm's gym, enjoy fashionable style of people around, enjoy those make up they put on their face, enjoy going around and hoping to see some idols around :))...enjoy everything..so that i'll have no regrets
spring is coming soon, that means it'll be so close to the time i'll back home, i'll enjoy every moments here, take every chances here, leaving those youtube videos..i can watch it later when i come back home and having no life :D
seriously...anyway..it's midterm now..i'll have mid test on thursday, and have to make essay until next week, i have 2 projects ahead, uncompleted survey, uncompleted observation, uncompleted mission :)))
i'll enjoy it....enjoy study, enjoy my project meeting which is in the next half an hour...
and i want to express my excited feeling...because next week on april 1st, i'll go to infinite concert! so happy...:) i will seriously enjoy this, enjoy my time here...so hopefully when i come back to indonesia, i'll have no regret :)
wish me luck :) really really please wish me luck :)
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