My holiday...

after diet almost 2 weeks and lost around 4,5 kg, i slowly go back to my old eating habit. especially today. i ate rice, cakes, biscuits, ice cream, chips. just ate it all. and my last bite was at nine o'clock. wow.... hahahhaha

i think that won't be the last anymore, since i planning to take more cake....

i hope i won't go back to my old weight, or even gaining more. tomorrow i'll be normal again. because today is supeerrrrr...even i don't want to eat actually, but because it's there, there are food all around home. sooo.........i cannot hold myself back. 

now i'm currently 55 kg. hahahhah...

i don't know since when i become too concern on my weight and what i eat. usually i just eat, and i don't even think will it be affected to my body. huaha.

anyway...diet was great and nice, you know. because i don't have anything special to do so dieting was taking all of my concentration and effort. i woke up in the morning and boiled egg and vegetables for breakfast and lunch. and pick vegetables and fruit for my dinner. i concentrate on keep drinking every hour. it was nice. because, i really have nothing to do...

lately i want to keep myself busy on this holiday, but i really don't know what to do!! i try to play sogeum , the korean flute i got from my friend's teacher when i visit her school back in korea few weeks ago, but it didn't work out. it's super hard haha..basically i'm not good in playing all instrument hahaha. i also try to learn other language, like russian. now i'm still memorizing the letter and try to get used to it. but then i lost my will to learn it. hul...

i plan to learn chinese from my sister, but recently she always go out and stay at other place, so i cannot get her lecture. let's forget it. it's too hard to learn it all by myself. 

i also read books, but stop in the middle because i lost interest on it. then i try to learn how to cook (basically because i really miss korean spicy chicken!), but i always end up at browsing through cooking blogs and staring at those delicious food..yummm. yesterday i try to write, write everything i think. then i get excited and plan to write more but then i don't know what to write. 

so today i draw my sisters...and it's quite fun. it's been a long time since my last drawing activity, so i enjoy it so much. i planning to draw more. i want to draw cat!! a real cat outside my house, but i didn't see it lately...where is it?

anyway, i also plan to continue learn magic trick, but having no one as teacher is the hardest part for me, because i don't have someone to show off my skill when i master it. just see teacher on youtube is not that fun. oh how strange i miss my magic club activity in korea, even though it was quiet awkward and so on, but i really enjoy learning magic trick...ahh

i really make a list about what to do in this holiday. and what i really proud of and what completely done is just make some covers of kpop songs...hahahahah even though it's super bad, but completing something is really feels nice. i made around 9 covers. hahahahahah..and also level up my account on some Daum fancafes..hahahaha..oh really i need to do something. and learn to dance 'like this' by wonder girls. well actually it's just to exercise. it's super hard....i was sweating soooo much

these are things i plan to do but haven't tried it yet.

learn how to play circus

make bag

make clothes

write a poem

make videos

make animation

learn how to be bag designer (?)

well just a random things that i think it'll be fun to do during holiday..and productive too..

hahaha.....i think....i need a revision 

about my future plan. 

and 

i've been thinking should i continue study master after graduate..actually i really like study. hahahaha..and i want to continue study. super want. but i need to make sure where to study, and what, and how. then i can regain my strength and do all my activity in one harmony to that destination.

okay!