Silly mind, Silly me.
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Day 345 of staying-at-home-without-ever-stepping-my-foot-outside-of-the-house's-gate
When my friends asked me how can I do this, I always said 'It's easy, I have nothing to do outside anyway' or 'I have many things I do at home' or 'I hate hot weather anyway'
Lately, when they asked me how can I still do this, I text back 'because I'm crazy. I'm already crazy'
I think so.
I can't even understand myself for being so obsessed with my record. I don't even register it to world record or Indonesian record whatever (some of my friends did recommend me to just officially register this record with the official institution of record). But I also don't see the need for me to go outside and just break my record like that.
So both ways it's kinda meaningless, but I put meaning in whatever I want to.
Before, there was no need for me to go out so I don't even put any effort to keep my record. But in the near future, I may need to go outside to take care of some matters. And the first thing on my mind was 'how can I avoid going out but still complete the tasks that I need to do outside?'. Because the thought of breaking my long record is breaking my heart. Lol
I'm totally, definitely out of my mind. Or I'm in my mind but my mind is just like that, you know, kinda silly.
My coworker said 'It's kinda like training to be an astronaut, to be kind of isolated'. And that is a beautiful way of looking at what I'm doing right now. Haha. I'll use that.
At least I want to hit day 365 of staying-at-home-without-ever-stepping-my-foot-outside-of-the-house's-gate. Just to keep it a pretty one year long.
My life is literally an experiment. 😑I hope I will be the successful case of an experiment, though.
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